I know it’s been a minute since I’ve written anything. I’ve been in such a weird head space recently I don’t know how to explain it. One of my biggest problems is I over think. I make myself upset at the fact I’m not fully over everything that happened last year. I thought at the … Continue reading 2 steps forward, 10 steps back.
I've been on one date since becoming single, and although I know he's not gonna whisk me to the alter anytime soon, it was soo lovely being pursed, wined and dined by someone! Before I met Egbert (let's call him Egbert that sounds like a nice wholesome name) I was nervous as hell! I'd been … Continue reading First date
I get soo many questions on how I over came my break up.. and I'll be honest with you, I'm not 100% over it. There's times I catch myself thinking about the situation and how much it hurts or there's times I think I wish things were different or I wish we were still together.. … Continue reading Overcoming heart break
When I had just broken up with Israels dad I was soo low, like the lowest I have ever been in my life.. so I decided to write, write down how I felt. Get my pain out on paper (well the notes bit in my phone lol) I totally forgot that I did and literally … Continue reading November 2nd 2017
"Wow your really going back to work? If I was you I would never leave my baby" Well Susan, in an ideal world that would be great! In an ideal world I could pay for nappies and formula with sunshine and rainbows. But Susan, it isn't an ideal world is it? Nappies cost an arm … Continue reading Going back to work guilt
Becoming a single mother was never part of the plan. But that's how life works isn't it? You make plans and the universe goes LOL I don't think so.. I think my biggest fear of becoming a single mother was what if I'm not enough. What if what I had to offer wasn't enough for … Continue reading Becoming a Single Mother
I was planning to record my birth story, but honestly writing it down is soo much easier! (I'm lazy, have no idea how to record and edit a video and honestly barely have time to go to the toilet let alone record a video uninterrupted!) My due date was April 10th 2017, but of course … Continue reading Labour and delivery story